August you're a Bastard

Dear Blog,
It's fair to say I am not good to you.
I feel that I am cheating on you every time I go away for weeks and come back just because I'm bored of revision. I know you see this and it hurts you, but I am not a strong enough woman to update you on a regular basis.
I've given us a lot of thought; I want us to work out, I know we can make this better.
I promise to pay you more attention and spend more time with you.
I will make you feel loved.
It was me not you.
It's not that I don't love you.
I hope you never leave me, we have so many memories together.

I am sorry my beloved,
Ceri.